1. |
Nosebleeds
03:13
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[Verse]
I'm fuckin' bleeding
From the punches, to my face and
All the shit inside
Do you notice me?
Or have joked too much, just for you to know
That everything in life, is a joke
What if I did wrong?
Would you finally notice that I exist?
You don't have feelings anyway
I've lost myself too
Through all the people I, tried to fit into
They go away, no one ever stays
[Pre-Outro]
Are you real?
Do you see the blood in me baby?
Everyone is fake
Do you see the pain? You don't
[Outro]
I can't see
She was trying to help me
I hate to speak
I deserve to bleed nosebleeds
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2. |
A Love Song to No One
03:42
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[Verse 1]
The things that you say make me feel a-ok
The trees in this world cannot grow without you
My life is a waste, but you make me feel great
And you are something special, I’d feel lucky to be with you
[Chorus]
I don’t want to live if it’s not with you
I’d rather be with you than to waste my time alone
Making songs in my bedroom, playing guitar as I don’t know what to do
And it’s weird to know that this love song is to no one
[Verse 2]
Living, dying, dreaming
Thinking, lying, crying
Why are, you in, my mind?
I don’t, know why I try
[Chorus]
I don’t want to live if it’s not with you
I’d rather be with you than to waste my time alone
Making songs in my bedroom, playing guitar as I don’t know what to do
And it’s weird to know that this love song is to no one
[Intrumental Break]
[Outro]
Making songs in my bedroom
Playing guitar as I don’t know
What to do, and it’s weird to know that this love song...
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3. |
Love Song Interlude
00:55
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[Interlude]
A love song to no one
Sometimes you're stretched
There days where I can't feel
In spite of living
Living reality
Just to see what I don't need
[Outro]
I just wish I could see
(To no one, to no one)
I'm alone
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4. |
Voice Memo (Drowning)
02:09
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[Verse]
This isn't shallow to me
It takes so much, just to be up-float
I wish that my mind was calmer
Than these waves of salty waters, I guess land does not exist here
[Chorus]
I am drowning
Why is the world just staring at me?
As I am below the sea
Where is my baby?
[Outro]
Where's my baby at?
Where's my baby at?
Where's my baby at?
Where's my baby at?
Where's my baby at?
Why isn't she here?
Why does she love to see me drown?
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5. |
Exosphere Saudade
05:08
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[Verse 1: Low-Pitched Daniel]
When has it really been this hard just to make you happy?
You always say it's me, then I make you spoiled, then I end up lonely.
Took my rocket so you wouldn't see me, wouldn't see your beauty
I'm already in the orbit
Kicked me out of your life, like I didn't do any good for you
As I look throughout the world, why do I still want you?
As I orbit the moon, I still see you
Your waist, beautiful moon
I hope that another boy, treats you better
And if he doesn't, I can't complain.
Apparently, I did the same
As your on the beautiful world, and i'm missing you
Not gonna go back home, just for you.
[Verse 2: Normal Daniel]
I still have thoughts about you, floating where you'll never see me
Tryna call my boys from Houston told them that you'll never love me
Up here, it's an endless darkness
Hope your enjoying light.
I guess I never gave you light, you said that I ruined your life.
And now I guess I'm your despise.
I really thought that you really loved me, but you really don't (And all my shit I can't sustain, and all the spoils got in your brain.)
Maybe it was really my fault
Spoiling bitches don't make sense
Where did your love go? I'm right up here
You feeling lonely? I disappeared
And maybe you know on how I feel
[Chorus]
But why, why did I fall for you?
Why do I still want you?
This is my Saudade to you
My Exosphere Saudade to you
But why, why did I fall for you?
Why do I still want you?
This is my Saudade to you
My Exosphere Saudade to you
[Outro]
(But why, why did I fall for you?
Why do I still want you?
This is my Saudade to you
My Exosphere Saudade to you)
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6. |
Risks
06:41
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I'm in my place
She wanted space
And I'm sitting down alone
But she didn't change her mind
I picked up my phone
I walked out the door
There's blood on the bathroom floor
I wanted to be the best you ever had (and then he fucked it up again)
She called at around 4
I woke up on the floor
And she said "I don't wanna do this anymore."
She said "Be with me again, my love."
I panicked full of questions
Maybe she just wants attention
But I'll still be her subvention
But what doesn't she want to mention?
If I went right back,
Maybe love will be intact
But I'm not gonna state that as a fact
'Cause she probably hates me inside
Unless it's untrue
Then I'll take you to the moon
Where I live, because you wanted me to
Away, away, away from all of the mess
But, if you hate me for sure
Then I can't be yours
I bet your angry, but there is no cure
Your anger turns to hate, and now I regret planning our first date
Oh, being without you was fine
As you heard, I said a lie
The loneliness of me in the sky
Above the world with no more connections
But baby, what are the risks of things?
What are the risks?
The Risks
But baby, these are the risks of things
These are the risks
The Risks
This, is hard
To be, this far
And I can't make a damn decision
You are gorgeous
You are not what it seems
Innocence is never a question
This is questionable, questionable
Questionable, questionable
Questionable, questionable
Questionable, questionable
Baby, I can't take the risks
Please, you know how this is
(It's dark out here, It's dark out here)
You know I'm sorry
I can't be with you anymore
You'll know this for sure
You'll know this for sure
(It's dark out here, It's dark out here)
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I can't do this anymore
I'm gone
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7. |
Dry Texts
07:34
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[Verse 1]
I wish I knew, how much it hurt, you as it hurt me too
I felt myself, feeling so fucking blue
Put on a mask, would all the sadness cut through?
And go away, to make things happy for you?
You love yourself, but I'm the opposite from you
Girl, maybe let's have a chat, yeah
And then I looked at my phone, shit it's a text from her!
Make sure she's happy, I am a burden and a blur
But that's okay, I mean that's what I should infer
So things are good, and not as bad for her
Startup a conversation, get things hanging but I
Stir, it up again, this conversation so goddamn, meaningless again
And you're asking me if I'm okay, I think I'm fine
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for my dry texts
This conversation has no context
I'm just tryna keep it all in
I know you worry, but mental shit should not get straight in
I'm sorry for my dry texts
This conversation has no context
I'm just tryna keep it all in
I know you worry, but mental shit should not get straight in
[Verse 2]
But maybe, if I were to think
She wouldn't want, to be with me
But baby girl now I see
I needed to love myself more, but I fuckin' loved you so much
You wanted me to be better, baby girl, babe
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for my dry texts
This conversation has no context
I'm just tryna keep it all in
I know you worry, but mental shit should not get straight in
I'm sorry for my dry texts
This conversation has no context
I'm just tryna keep it all in
I know you worry, but mental shit should not get straight in
[Outro]
I wish I knew, how much it hurt, you as it hurt me too
I felt myself, feeling so fucking blue
Put on a mask, would all the sadness cut through?
And go away, to make things happy for you?
You love yourself, but I'm the opposite from you
Girl, maybe let's have a chat
And you're asking me if I'm okay, I think I'm fine
I'm sorry for my dry texts
This conversation has no context
I'm just tryna keep it all in
I know you worry, but mental shit should not get straight in
[Instrumental Outro]
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8. |
Synthesizer Orchestra
04:47
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9. |
Friendship
03:40
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[Verse 1]
I’ve run out of things, constantly
Trying to be, my own me
And you can see, my tears of everything
Getting confused, not amused
Then I conclude, with emotions fused
And every person I ever knew
Knows that I tried with getting you
[Chorus]
It’s okay
I don’t wanna lose our friendship anyway
But please just stay with me
I don’t want you to leave in any way
[Verse 2]
I’ll respect how you feel, getting real
Shooting my shot had a surprise reveal
Taking L’s, is it my appeal?
Finding the time, I wish I saw it
I liked you for a while, I will admit it
Working on myself, I thought that I was shit
And I’ll still love you, even if you’re feeling mixed
[Chorus]
It’s okay
I don’t wanna lose our friendship anyway
But please just stay with me
I don’t want you to leave in any way
It’s okay
I would’ve been the one to fuck it anyway
But please just promise, don’t leave
I...
[Instrumental Interlude]
[Outro]
It’s okay
I would’ve been the one to fuck it but-
(Please just stay with me, I-)
(Please just stay with me, I-)
(Please just stay with me, I-)
(Please just stay with me, I-)
(Please just stay with me, I-)
(Please just stay with me, I-)
(Please just stay with me, I-)
[Dissonance]
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10. |
Apology
03:07
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This is my apology
I'm not as good as it may seem
I put the blame on you more than me
I should've given you the same amount of energy
I wanted to know more than I wish I seen
I guess it's hard to know what things mean
I'm sorry
It seems like I've done stupid things
And you never wanted me to bleed
I can't even think before I speak
I guess it's hard to know what things mean
It's like I threw all your love down the sea
I'm gonna be better for you, I'm trying.
Sincerely,
The one that really made you happy
But never loved himself anyways
Everything constantly letting him down
Wishing he seen you, but never was around
The one that wish he never let you down
Now he's just constantly letting you down
Imagine
If life never had me around
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11. |
Good Night
03:02
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To the one that makes me happy
Every single second of my life
You're more than I thought you were.
To this day, no matter where ever we are in our lives.
You'll still be in mine.
As my heart keeps beating, I'll remember you made it beat.
As the skies turn to the best colors, I will remember you are the prettiest one.
And as the flowers always bloom, your name and your beauty is the best one.
If you don't remember me at all in the future, then I didn't do enough.
But you always did.
And if you're not in my life, I wouldn't be okay.
I Think I'm Fine with you.
Never without you.
Good night.
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